Wednesday, January 25, 2006
hey...
i have shifted my address to scouserouse.blogspot.com.
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Tuesday, November 08, 2005
theres no light out of this dark tunnel. i sinking, spiralling out of sight. theres no straw stalk to hold on to. no a helping hand. no saviour, no kind face. no person to confide in.alone,and so so desolate.
desperately unhappy.
the angst of being enamoured. wrongfully.
theres just nobody out there. darkness engulfs. the pain engluts.
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Monday, October 31, 2005
I know there's something in the wake of your smile
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yeah
you've built a love but that love falls apart
your little piece of heaven turns too dark
listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye
sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
the precious moments are all lost in the tide, yeah
they're swept away and nothing is what is seems
the feeling of belonging to your dreams
listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye
and there are voices
that want to be heard
so much to mention
but you can't find the words
the scent of magic
the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind
listen to your heart
when he's calling for you
listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do
I don't know where you¡¯re going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye
Listen to your heart....mm..mmm
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye
just wanted that somebody out there to know. if youre reading this.
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Sunday, October 30, 2005
a exciting yet ultimately surreal experience yesterday. something i would never ever visualise myself doing in my sji days
racing against the menace of traffic. winding in and out of the pack. flouting traffic rules, beating the lights and getting yonked at by vehicles. refreshing i say.
yet tiring. real tiring. yesterday when i came home i was really shagged. really shagged.gew, thanks for the cash bro.
why am i repeating all my words? seems so othello-ish.
met up wif changtai today and caught up with alot of sutff. like all the developments back in good o aj. its been good chilling out with aj mates like aaron and changtai recently. brings back memories of the harmless good fun we had in the first three months. where black was black, and white was white. anyway,ct, we must do this every sunday k? sunday afternoon at least.
a race is a work of art. konked out by ao.
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Friday, October 28, 2005
this is going to be a long long enty i feel. Didnt realise how stressful the aftermath of the promos could be.
I have to say this for one. I admit that overweaning arrogance gets the better of me at times. In fact, too many times. I distinctly remember gew telling me one month back that I was ego-centric. I think thats one of the truest statements ever uttered by that boy. Its true. Its has taken me some time to discover that the manner I treat many people is very abrasive and dismissive, almost talking down to them. I think certain results have bloated my ego and make me foolishly think that my reasoning is superior to others, that I dun need the advice of my friends. When people give me feedback on my behaviour and my arrogance, i dismiss them as poor fools who would be better off minding their own business and not try to tell me what I should do and what I should not do. After everything, i discover that true friends are the ones who will honestly tell you your flaws, while the rest would be just blase concerning your character. Im sorry to those people I have blatantly ignored the past few days like jon because they have told me off for arrogance and skipping lessons. I will change. please give me time.
I realise that my previous entry was very haughty but i was seriously very pissed of by miss yee. I retract any hurtful comments I have made in the previous entry that were groundless and non-substantial.
toiling under the ardors of mass dance with gew and szesian today. it was tiring but pretty rewarding. just like to say that my two teachers rocked! haha. you babes are going to keep me in peak condition for ogl camp man.
and wei kheam, hope your knee cap recovers in time for next week. yeah. and gew, your ao and my ao is due on monday. so what does it mean? study now boy and dont go biking around some useless body of water called macrithcie. we go FREAKING DO IT AFTER PROMOS.lol.
cheerios.
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Tuesday, October 25, 2005
i think miss yee had a bad hair day today. today she was absolutely hostile to me. worst thing i could imagine. teachers ganging up against me and denying me my s paper dream.
I mean, come off it woman. you want a pass? i will jolly well show you a a level pass next year. for now, content yourself with maintaining a respectful silence and not constantly criticise me in front of the class. It irritates me and it irritates others. you have absolutely no right to deny me my chance with math, or my shot at the s papers.
anyway, thanks to the 33 guys for cheering me up today. miss yee, i will collect my phone from you tommorow with all respect, if you are reading this, which i hope you do so.
marlin was cool......
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Thursday, October 20, 2005
Holidays are coming soon and im going to be soooooo damn busy.
going to get a vacation job real soon. need the money to chill and buy all the material goods in this world.
also, accepting a ridiculous proposition by ct to study with him and yu huan in the holidays so we catch in this daunting race. nanul roxs man!!
actually also balancing oac,trying to factor it in. we are doing like countless stuff over the holidays.
and lfc!! yeah man fey....lfc.
i need a proper time organiser.
cui,chel and sk. you rox my world girls!! Recommendation: pw is best done with these three girls.
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Tuesday, October 18, 2005
really lazy to blog now.
suppose i'll just indulge in the post promo atmosphere and count sloth as a forgivable sin. for now, no blogging.
too lazy.
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Saturday, October 08, 2005
keeping tabs on our scousers in the england squad is definitely enjoyable.
its remarkable to see how they make te transition from melwood to the biggest stage of their respective careers. especially indiviuduals like peter crouch, whom i dubbed "miserable bird" some months ago but is now proving everyone wrong. its good old pride that comes with watching a player week in,week out in the red of LFC, and then see him progress,and make a name for himself in the colours of the Three Lions.
I was reading browsing through the sunday paper today and the media, has bizzarely, coined one more new term: Jose Inc. Such is the overwhelming fascination in him that he could easily launch a popular clothing line anytime he wanted to, and be guaranteed a more than adequate response. perhaps we will look back at this episode in ten years time, and simple dismiss it as another example of the media trying to create a personality cult once again.
Haven touched literature. othello is just screaming for me to pick him up while hardy moans in his desolation. so much to do in such a short space of time. but i'll just plod on.
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Hegel says " Man is foolish to forget the truth that lives in power".
Yet, Man is foolish to forget the danger that lives in power. the power of speech especially. that power has brought me nowhere, in light of recent events.
guess i'll have to keep it low. and not let the power wrought my unmaking, and the unmaking of friendships that i cherish.
coherent self reasoning is what i will need to have these days,lest i plunge into the abyss of depression. promos are ending and lfc, pool and the holidays beckon. but nothing seems right. I'll never be happy.
guess its just me and my nature, and the way i treat people. its just me. arrogant, brash and ego-ccentric. and temperamental. i just abhor myself.
21:34 pm
kinda feel cheered up after reading shermy's bright little entry. i think its wonderful to have people like my classmates around. sherm, jon, mal. they make me see the funny, idiosyncratic side of life. thanks for your infectious entry. guess you din know how much effect it made on me.
JOHN THE ROMAN!!!
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